Thursday, September 23, 2010

I could listen to her Talk to God forever and ever..

This day couldn't come quick enough...I am so ready for the weekend!... I have a busy weekend but I'd rather do that and be with my kids then at work! ;)... 
Stuart has started sleeping in his crib this week and I'll be honest..I'm a little sad about this because he outgrew his bassinet! Every night has been good. I was worried last night because Sondra wasn't asleep and I had to threaten her life but I didn't hear a peep out of her after I put him in there. 
This Sunday we are having Stuart dedicated in church. This is such a important thing to do in my mind. When we had Sondra dedicated it meant a lot me. Changed me a lot. I already had a relationship with God but after I promised him that I would raise my little girl in church it kind of light me on fire for him. Sometimes I feel like my flame might get dim but somehow he puts me in my place and I get back on track. Like last night I had the baby monitor on in Sondra's room and I was listening to her talk and try to cheer. Then all of a sudden she is singing a mish mosh of Sunday School songs lines from this song to another song..and then she started praying. And every Sunday they  sing into my heart and then end it with a prayer. so her singing and then praying at the end I know where she got it. Which, makes me happy! 
The kids going to Sunday school is such a important rite of passage for them. It gives me the building blocks they need someday to recognize what is God and what isn't. When they have those times of being lost and not knowing where they are going- they will have this tug at their heart that I had and I could recognize it was God.. I want that for them...I'm a firm believer in Proverbs 22:6 - Train a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not turn from it. 
This weekend is Melissa's Baby shower which is going to be fun!...This is the first "shower" my Sister and Sister in law Kayla has done together..we are pretty good planners thus far and Saturday we will finish everything up...and to top it off..we got "cake lady" cake..which I am supper excited!...(and this is why I am fat b.c. with the sound of "cake Lady" cake excites me")
WARNING!!!WARNING!!!
ANY IF YOUR A MAN OR DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT GOING TO A GYNO DOC- I ADVISE YOU TO STOP READING NOW~ 
I gotta get going b.c. I have my Annual Women's Doctor's Appt..which I hate...but funny story...I swore it was Monday..I got this new planner and all a few weeks ago and yet I didn't write it down...i have had this Appt for a while now since my 6 week check up in July...but I leave work early Monday..get there..sign in.. and I'm sitting there...ready to give her my card b.c. I have different insurance..and then I have a balance I want to pay...and...thats when she says.."Mrs. Clum" (which I'm still not use to hearing"..and I say oh ya me... I go up to the window..and she looks at me and smiles and says "You know your not supposed to be here till Thursday right???"...and I smile and I ask if there is any way I could get fit in..b.c I'm mortified to go back to work ...lol.. and she says "no..Medina isn't in today"..and I look at her and say "Its a pap".. and then thinking to myself "is it that hard to do that another doc can't do it or one of your docs in training!!!" lol..and then say "is there anyway one of the other doctors could do it".. but of course not... so I gotta be leaving in a little bit... so I guess I was just so over zealous to go get that done Monday...its was bad I forgot to shave my legs that Sunday night and I woke up Monday in a hurry made Jake get the kids ready while I shaved my legs...b.c. I can not be that lady that has crazy hairy legs to go to her Lady doctor!... i just can't.. its a yearly thing..you would think one day out of the year I could be on top of it..but nope! But one encouraging note.. I shave my legs last night so I was on top of it today!  
Much Love



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