My Body aches... I have been cleaning at work today...working in tank wash gets gross..I won't touch the bathroom..thats a No No. for me...I cleaned up the office and swept and organized some stuff..my boss was cleaning so I felt obligated lol...which made me think of the funniest story ever about working here... I hear a driver walk in and its this big big probably close to 400 pound man in bibs with no shirt underneath dancing in front of our counter with his own personal can of air freshener in his front pocket...and I look at him and get this..he goes where is bathroom darling... and that i why I don't clean the bathroom! being a secretary at the tank wash has many funny stories... we once had a regular transvestite driver come through ever few weeks...it was defiantly a him going to a her... she had long purple hair and I'm guessing she had her boobs done...as far as everything else..I'm not too sure...but the guys couldn't keep a straight face in front of her so whenever they seen her coming They'd be "busy" ... Shim wore women's clothing..the tight flare jeans and all.. Shim told me purple was my color and that she can't wear purple b.c. of her hair ...lol.. recently we had our first hooker on tape come through...that was a bit exciting to watch the security camera... b.c. she came on 3rds and the lady took my lotion on my desk and used it... eeehh... when I seen that I covered it with antibacterial soap and cleaned it....
My Favorite drivers are the ones that come through every few weeks or months that aren't too comfortable to sit and talk 30minutes...
My job is never dull that is for sure. Being a secretary is very un-fulfilling but that is what I like. when I leave work- I don't bring it home with me... My real job is being a Mom and why I stay working is b.c. they offer retirement and I don't want to rely on only Jake's retirement..I want us to be able to retire and not have to work again although I don't see Jake ever sitting still... its not in his blood..Stuart acts just like him...constantly moving and always talking about something...Sondra..she acts a lot like her Dad too..
This week has been so long and tiring... getting no help in the morning makes me really really appreciate having Jake there but makes me really realize I work from the time I get up till the time my little ones are asleep...thats the difference from Men to Women.. When Men get off work they sit around and "help out" their wives..but its us who go to work..take care of the kids..try to keep the house clean..and laundry and all that...not that Jake doesn't help a lot..I just think its women who feel like they are responsible for it. Like when I sit down at night and look at our living room and its dirty..I just think this needs done that needs moved blah blah blah.. Jake.. he sits down and falls asleep watching his show... lol.. I wish I could have that ability...
I don't know why I have been thinking about college lately..its not like I'm unhappy at work right now... I get in depressed moods about work..but things are good...I sometimes think what if I had gone to college?... I think some people are not made for college and some are..me.. I'm made to go to college...I like to be given a task and I like to complete it in a "orderly" fashion. That is just me.. So why didn't I go? I wanted a family really. Will I ever go? I can't say yes or no. Financially right now- we could not afford it. and I'm afraid by the time we ever could- we'll just have another thing to worry about and it will feel like its too late..ultimately it all boils down to priorities.. and my education is not one of them and that don't upset me..I always say me and Jake did it the wrong way...we should not have got married..but lived together and had Sondra & Stuart...then I could have gone to school for free..and qualified for WIC and all that great stuff...that may sound petty or bitter but how can someone not feel like that when you see so many do that...thats an attitude I do need to work on...its just sometimes hard...
I'm ready for this weekend... the new twilight comes out tonight..and I might go and take my cousin Tate..we have gone for the first 2 so it only seems right and who am I kidding..I want to see the movie too... and it would be good just to go b.c. I got stuff I need to get and I won't have time tomorrow to do it b.c. I got a pancake breakfast and a birthday party.. so I'll have stuff to report Monday if we do go..its always entertaining! :)...there are some people that dress up and everything...its so funny! welp I'll update later!
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