Lately I can't get enough of Tran's music... just wonderful....his voice. I'm so ready for 4 to come around...work with me has a love hate relationship... Lately...Sondra breaks my heart in the morning..when I wake her up..She'll say..where we going Momma?..I tell her to Amanda's and then I'll pick you up... and she says...can't you just stay home with me??... aww... I break a little.. its not that she don't like going to Amanda's..b.c. if you tell her your not going to go there no more..she'll cry..but if she had a choice of what she really wants it would be stay at home with Mommy...and more than anything I would love to do that... but right now..financially that don't make sense to do. and the more I think about it...my job doesn't require me to bring it home with me...I leave it there..its mindless stuff I deal with...biggest complaint would be people general...it just baffles me I interact with a lot of people a day.. whether in person or on the phone..and their manners...Oh my goodness..you would die...some are so gracious and nice...and others...I want to scream my 3 yr old has better manners than you and thats bad..shes a mean girl..i'm usually scared of her!!...or my favorites...they are unhappy and they want to get nasty with me...and it is kinda like..i just want to look at them say..oh your a big bad man yelling at a girl...woho you big man..lol..but no I just smile and try my best to bite my tongue... but ultimately...its not a bad job...I get paid each week..and I have retirement here too.. I should always work just for the sole reason...when me and Jake get old..I want to have enough money and not rely on Jake's retirement a lone...
so..i am finding myself looking at different haircuts...hopefully Megan can do something different with my hair...I can't cut this stuff off till Stuart is 1yrs old!... its a promise I made to myself...and then when he does turn one..I can't say if I'm going to keep it and cut some length off..or do a big Oh my and chop all of it...You can never be too sure with me... but It is getting to a point that its getting to be more work..or I need to learn how to do long hair..b.c all I do is wash it and it let it dry and its a bit wavy..or I wash and blow dry it..and its straight...I sometimes put it half way up or a pony..and thats it...I'm not a very put together person... i need to start working on that... hmm..
so this morning I wake Sondra up...1..she had totally different clothes on then what she had when she went to bed..She had her hat on and 2 - her coat and cowgirl boots were beside her....her first words to me was "Momma I tried waking you up last night and you wouldn't get up" ...and I said well Honey I was sleeping...and I was out last night..I took Tylenol Pm...but it was so funny..b.c. after she couldn't get me up..where was she going????..I'm glad we lock our doors..b.c I'm afraid she would have been gone..she'll probably be my kid to sneak out of the house..and I can't wait..I'll catch her butt!..
My new want is a kindle...I got to play with one last weekend..and oh my... that would be so handy...instead of boxing up my books and taking up room...it holds like 3500 books and a lot are free and when you buy them they are cheaper then actual books... I've read somewhere someday they won't really make books that everyone will read books on E-readers...how strange huh? I'm still reading that book my President Bush...all I can say is..its good!..
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