so the weekend was a great one...nothing over the top..just a good ole weekend...Friday..we went to wrestling..we didn't get home till really late...Stuart didn't get in bed till after Midnight...he slept in till 930 10am...so nice ;)..I haven't slept in like that in a long time!!.. Me Jess Sondra Colt went to Megan's and cut all of our hair...Sondra was so funny. her hair looks much better and i swear it lays better...it wasn't as matted and frizzy this morning since using a product she gave us to put in her hair when its wet... then later that day me Jake and the kids went grocery shopping to Sams Club and Walmart...and I found the need to go crazy... lol..1st off...shopping for me is stressful... I refuse to do it without Jake anymore..2 kids and Walmart or Sams..just doesn't mix for me anymore since Stuart not being in a infant seat so he has to sit in a cart and Sondra..its a mess...one positive thing though is: I have a awesome talented Cousin Tracy sending me one of those cart covers where I can attach toys to it and it will keep Stuart occupied in stores now..its amazing what happens when you just ask..ta boot its homemade so It will be so much better and have such a sentimental value and I'll be able to use with all my kids... I love homemade things...
Also..I have had a snowsuit dilemma... so I had a 3-6 month one..and as you know i have a 20lb 6month old he has grown very fast...but it didn't really matter until he moved out of his infant seat...anyways.. he have this Tigger one that although cute and was a garage sale item..I couldn't with Good conscious keep him in just because the whole Winnie the pooh thing bothers me..b.c it is so over done..lol.. just ask my Sis in Law Kayla who works in a daycare..she hates it..but to top it off..it was very difficult to get him into b.c. the was tight on his legs and very hard to get his legs in the feet...so we had been putting him into Sondra's old one when she was a baby...her Pink One.. lol.. well..we looked at it as we didn't have to buy it..and although too big for him..it was easier to put him into..well..we quickly found out it was way to big for him b.c. the zippers were rubbing his chin and made it uncomfortable... about much discussion..(it is sad we discussed our options and all that over a snowsuit..does it make us responsible or crazy)..I decided on Sunday I would run to town and look for something else..Off me and Kayla went.. first stop BabiesRus..not one snowsuit there...then to Kohls...only Winnie the pooh..I couldn't do that to Kayla!...and so off to the mall.. went to Children's place..they only had light blue 29.99 (pricey but push come to shove if I had I would)..I'm not a huge fan of Lt Blue b.c it would get so dirty!... so then to BabyGap..a little too pricey!...then I thought lets go to Penny's..low and behold...they stole my heart as usual...I got him a cute dark blue one with a football helmet on it for get this 14.99..org. price 49.99 its the okie dokie brand (mom's I know what a great deal) and also I got him his winter coat for next year same brand for 9.97 org. price 49.99...I was so proud when I looks at my receipt and it said you saved 75.02!...there are never many times I'm proud of my receipt..but baby was I yesterday!I wish I had an endless supply of money..b.c. I could have done some damage to that store yesterday on clothes for my kid's alone.. also leads me to another thing
being at the mall yesterday I didn't once think of myself to buy shirts or anything like that...and that all comes down to b.c. I'm overweight..I know this sounds dumb...but I never really realized I was over weight till a while after Sondra was born..and I looked in my closet and I had boughten a lot of shoes...not any new clothing..just shoes...its b.c. I don't get excited anymore about trying on stuff...I just get disappointed in how the clothes look on me..I wasn't really a good dresser before I had this "post baby belly" and now...I'm not really sure how to dress to my advantage with it... it gets to be frustrating and ultimately I give up and say..I'd rather be happy and fat...also Jake has always told me He would love me regardless the way I looked..I remember after Sondra..Jake has always been supportive of my "body Image".. whether I say I'm going to try this ____ or being OK with me not doing anything bout it...He has always loved me and what I look like.... but its me that don't love it.. and I don't want to be supper skinny..I'd rather be around the weight I was before I had Sondra...or really just shedding some inches..Its not about a number so much as to a look..so as we speak..I'm contemplating joining weight watchers..asking questions and seeing who will join with me..b.c. its always better to go into it with more than just you..so..I'll let you know what I do..I'm just motivated..I have stopped a lot of "bad habits" and now I think I am ready to tackle this!... wish me luck and pray for me to figure out how I want to go about doing this! :)
well I have got to be going! Love- Me
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