Its Official...I'm a full pledge Member of Weight Watchers.(Which I'll call it WW now b.c. I don't want to type it out all the time..and I feel probably I'll be talking bout this journey a lot. weight in my life has always been a big part..and so I'm sure It will spill on to my blog too) Wow... I have a lot of anxiety about it. Not only just for the sole reason I have never actually been on a real diet...but the fact that I will go once a week and "weigh in"... oh this will be fun...so I signed up yesterday online and I thought...I'm officially a fat girl and I'm in the process of doing something about it... and I will be going to meetings on Tuesday at 5:30 whoever may want to join me Please do! I'm very excited! Although I have been binging all week...
For these past 2 days I have been looking at recipes on WW site..looking at the "points value" and all that... I don't think this lifestyle will be unmanageable..but there will be some obstacles. I would like just to follow the food system and know what I can eat. I will try not to put anything in my mouth that I don't know the points for. I'm horrible at exercising lately..well lately meaning the last 23 years of my life...I always have the best of intentions of doing it...summer I'm so much better at it..but winter...not so great. I have a elliptical...(which honestly I think every fat girl has a piece of equipment that they bought to cure them of their fatness and ended up using it for only a few months)...but I have that and I have the Wii..which low and behold..I still need to get a balance board for... jeez..I'm already ahead of the game..
So Jake has a big wrestling tourney this weekend..and it is always so packed..so I'm for sure not going Friday...and Saturday is a big iffy too...I don't know why but Jake likes me to go for I don't know what reason... what my presence does there?? Who knows...I would think I am more stressful b.c. I'm always asking him to do something when he does come talk to me...Its easy going to wrestling..i have cousins and a brother that wrestles...so thats fun..but Van Buren..is horrible..people are practically sitting on top of each other.although I'm pretty sure they let coaches wifes in for free..which sadly yes thats a big positive for me...I'm thinking I might go to Finals..I have never drove that far by myself...and I think I am going to try this Saturday depending on how much laundry and cleaning I get done at home and Saturday morning..
Well..I have things to do..I'll get back with you! :)
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