I Survived! lol
SO..we walk through the doors and I have my nervous little laugh going... I just lol..I don't know..a lot of I'm ready for this to...what the hell am I doing...everyone knows I'm gonna do this..what if I can't do it..everyone will know I failed when I still look the same in six months..we are filling out our paperwork how tall we are and age and getting tips of don't round down..round up for height and all that..lol...then I weigh in...and..hmm..still the same weight as I was at my last woman docs Appt...my gosh..I have binged all week..like all out binge... like last night I found a big zit on my face binge...so kind of disappointed...I thought I was going all out bingeing. so... waiting for the meeting I just have this I don't know what kind of look on my face probably exasperated or something b.c. my mom just looks at me and goes.."You didn't think you would ever be here did ya?"..my reply honestly Ya did...thinking about it I knew b.c. I can never do nothing for myself...as a mother I put myself last and just then I was so over whelmed with the fact here is one more thing I am putting on my place.
I sit through the meeting..and I'm looking over my getting started guide and all this crap..a pocket guide..that the lady said "this will be your bible".........and then after the official meeting we new members stayed after and she introduced the new program and all that...the phrase "if you bite it- write it"..was said..and let me tell you what..today..when I wanted to snack on stuff..that kept going through my mind...so the car ride back was a little quiet...maybe all 3 of us realizing..man..we are officially on a diet lol...
So I get home...Jake and kids are not there yet b.c. he was doing hay stuff...and I just sit down..I had not eaten supper yet..and I thought to myself...what will I eat..so earlier that day..I looked up pt values for some of my favorite food and I got some cereal measured it out and the milk got 2 servings b.c. it was dinner....ate it..new the point values and i was full in the end...I probably shouldn't have even finished it... and that is the minute I was relieved... I can do structure...I can do measuring my food and the pt system..but there was a bit of I don't know..I had never measured food out like that or anything..never even really looked at my portion size..but now..I am!...
Today has been a good day...I'm going to go eat supper with my Grandpa & Sister... and then I am going to go Grocery shopping and stock my kitchen with good food...my only dilemma is getting some ideas for suppers...like I know i can eat any food..but I want some time tested WW meals...
One great funny Highlight of the day is..something I had been meaning to do..but there is this driver that always comes in and calls me: Sunshine, hunny, kid, dear, buttercup, sweetie, anything dumb cutesy name you can think of...this guy is a regular..I hear it daily..it drives me crazy...if it is a over the road driver I let it slide...but this guy is just too comfy in our office...so today..he comes in..Hey Sunshine...I take his stuff and start writing up his bill and I just stop and look at him and say..."You know my Name is Joie right"...lol... straight face Joie Straight face.... and he is like "oh"..I say "You can call me Joie please!"...and he says ok...and before he leaves he says "so I can't call you buttercup and (he lists everything that I listed above)"....and I say "No- those are things my husband calls me- Not YOU!"..lol..he says ok...and walks out...lol... was that rude??.. I didn't think so...I personally think he called me sunshine as a joke..b.c. he has to know he annoys the heck out of me and I don't think I ever look like a ray of sunshine when he walks through that door...lol....shame on me... pray for me... talk to you later!
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