Wednesday, May 22, 2013

scatter brain....STu the big boy...mean mom ...

I have joined the Iphone world via Iphone 4 (free one) 
Its been harder to get used to then I thought...anybody that owns a Iphone4 know how to make a group that I can just pull up whenever to send a mass text too. I text prayer requests and I can't figure out how to create a group... They are nice though... I like mine...

My days have been kept busy... why or why? this Tball shit...grr...am I the only parent in the world not to be excited about their kid getting into something...like...I'm happy for her..and excited for her..but this sucks...(bad mother thought)... well I know I'm not...last Saturday at her Tball game..ya SATURDAY @9AM...ya.. another mother on the other team comes up (one of my best friends from middle/high school)...and she went on to rant how she thought tball was stupid and blah blah blah...lol..I just kept smiling b.c. One..this is normal..or 2.. this is why we were such good friends in school... I wish we did more together... jeeze..I need slow down...or really..God can you just add 8 more hours into a day..or maybe..me be able to not have to work every stinking day?!?!?!?...

Mother's Day was good ....I got special things that they made a school........here is a picture of a questionnaire that Stuart answered about me:

as a mother I've realized I've lacked here lately... didn't realize it but I'm too hard on my oldest.... or more appropriately I'm mean to her.... I can tell you since Stuart turned 2 I have tended to lose it more..there are times that I just say kids get up to your room and stay up there till I call you down for supper lol.....or maybe its so noticeable because I've wanted to treat Stuart and baby him as much as I did Sondra..so it looks or feels like I am harder on her more... she is 5...6 next month... there are things and situations that I expect her to behave....I wonder what will happen when we add to our family next...will I be shipped off to the crazy place??.. :).. so please keep me in your prayers..for my sanity....

Here is some Awesome News.....STUART IS SEMI POTTY TRAINED.....and I was so excited to wake up to Stuart crying asking his Dad to pull up his pants at 4am in the morning last night ... he actually woke up and felt like he had to potty and he came down! :)... was it on purpose..I hope so :) ..he ended up sleeping in bed with me for the rest of the morning.. :).. the whole pooping thing he hasn't got down at all...at daycare he hasn't had any accidents this week..probably today sense I just shared none....but you know what did it??... instead of asking him if he wanted to wear big pants I told him You are putting your underwear on and instead of asking him if he wanted to potty.....I say its time to try..and if he says no..I don't give him that option.I then reward him with a stick and after 8 stickers he gets a price(which is cheap 99cent toys out of a bag)....now..I don't have to ask him to potty when he is outside..he loves to pee on random things..whether they are dead or alive... :)... hopefully this keeps up...I'm telling you..its the biggest parental hurdle for me... what does that say about me?? lol...

I wanted to say.. my IAMSECOND sunday school class has been going good...ya..I'm a bit disappointed..but there are a few kids that are actually being honest and giving good input... I guess I kind of forgot how uncool it is to be truly authentic when your Jr/High school...or maybe how truly hard it is to be authentic... I don't know whether this is a success or a fail...I've lead it pretty much...we have a promise if we reach 22 people in our class next Sunday we will bring juice and donuts the following class.... :)..its the little things...our class likes the donuts...


also- my diet... I've lost over 10 pounds :)...I wish it were more...but I'm not doing radical things to lose weight...bc I won't be able to continue it..so I'm doing little things..switching stuff up...I'm not sure how I will do this week..I kinda fell of the wagon Sunday by making homemade pizza and have had a hard time getting focused .... pray...yes pray again..

well... I will be going.... please pray for me... I have a few decisions to think about and make.. please pray for wisdom and guidance...








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