So.. my weekend was pretty busy.. Friday was spent shopping for Jessy's wedding shower...Saturday..hmm..I'm not even sure to be real honest...and then Sunday was the shower...
As I was falling asleep Saturday I realized... it was May 21st.. Stuart was exactly 11mos..and oh my.. Its been a year since my Mystery has been gone... a year of not riding any horses... man.. that's sad.. and I hadn't really thought about the actual date being so consumed in the shower that Sunday... and I started thinking about it all..Sondra is one odd bird.. now she hadn't brought up Myst for a while now.. talks more about Bella being mine..so when we were on our way to my Mom's Fridays I would drop her off she blurts out.. "Mystery is Dead Mom......long long pause.... and she is not coming back...your gonna have to love Bella now."...wow thanks Sondra... lol... then she tells me how she will pray for me that night... then... at Sunday School she we go around and say what we would like prayed for...Sondra says.. Mystery... heh.. she baffles me somedays...
So... Father Son banquet is coming up..I am very excited about.. last year I really wanted to do a fish fry...but seeing how I was 8 months pregnant at the time and not much in for hard labor we did something a bit easier... so this year being the president of WF I decided lets do it!..I am so excited...the menu will consist of: Fried Fish, Fried Chicken (for the non Fish lovers), Coleslaw, Corn Bread, and French Fries... I wish I could eat that right now!.. lol.. I'm excited to get it all taken care of and help rounded up...
So.. the baby sitter dilema is getting bad... I have come to the conclusion that a day care isn't in our reach. There is no way I am going to pay over half my paycheck to let someone else raise my kids... just not. So now I am off looking for Home Babysitters... I'm not sure what will happen if I don't find one that fits us...that just isn't a option... man I hate this..have I said that already???...
this weekend on Saturday Jake and I are going out with Sarah AshleyCorey(hubby)... got baby sitters lined up and all..I'm excited but not lol... they are going to be disappointed when they realize I really can't drink much of anything anymore... we are going to Froggys(?)..never been there..but I am sure it will be fun... I love these girls...they got me through high school with such funny memories...
Also..to all my friends.... I am sorry I have been so Distant and away lately..have had a lot on my plate and trying to get the stuff done!... I hate being so busy I don't talk to anyone. June is going to be one crazy butt month..and I hate that..
I have had one moment that I can tell you I have failed epically as a mom... I threw Sondra a 1st bday party...well... for Stuart I just don't think its going to happen... i think I'll have just a small family dinner with Jake & I's immediate family and a cake will have to suffice...and that will be even on Father's Day... which I don't know how well that will work...arrhh... next year he will get a big party and Sondra too together!
Welp I must be going... I'll write later
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