Thursday, March 29, 2012

GPAGMA Time/School TimeTears/TheAUNTS

Hey ya'all --- So sorry I didn't update last week...time just got past me and I honestly had one of those weeks where I was down about something- and I just thought I better not say something I can not take back. Because trust me- I wanted to scream the injustice- but the more i think about it..I'm gonna bitch about it and not have happy thoughts..but its just not worth it....Lesson Learned..I'm moving on.... or so I think

What has happened these last 2 weeks? I'll Fill You In...

hmm..Nothing I can really think and think about..lol...Last weekend on Friday I met my MIL (mom in law) and dropped the kids of to her...Me & Jake needed a night and day w/out them..plus..they needed their Gma & Gpa time...which they came back with some great stories... which My Parents and Jake's parents are opposite ...His parents live in town mine live on a farm. So they get to have different experiences when they stay the night...I loved holding over Sondra's head all week..if you don't straighten up I'm calling Grandma Clum and telling her you can't come!...lol.. Growing up for me I loved staying at "Grandma's House"... the excitement and fun...and I'm so glad my kids especially Sondra is old enough to have that excitement....

There was a time that I physically would get sick thinking of anybody having my baby/babies....it wasn't that I didn't trust my family or Jake's...but I have slowly learned the kids need it and I some what dealt with the issues I have within me and its bearable and sometimes even enjoyable and when family members take the kids off my hands..I think to myself when I am kidless..Why the hell did I wait so long to do this?

Saturday night we had a cook out at my parents... there we met my brother's fiance's parents which I see where she gets her good looks :)...and that is when my In Laws dropped off the kids and stayed awhile and my friends came and brought their kids which Sondra totally flipped out..she loves seeing Cara...Uncle Scott trimmed a few of the horses' feet..which a few days earlier Scott trimmed Sondra's pony's feet and as he started Sondra told him to be careful with her lol....and when Dasiey Bob started moving around Scott said whoa Bud...(a very G rated name to what I am use to hearing him call some problem horses) and Sondra has the nerve to get mad and say HEY She is a girl!!! 

Also Last week...this is really big... Sondra attended Allen East's Kindergarten Screening...I had no intention of even taking her because I was under the assumption that they still wasn't offering a 2 year program. Sondra has a summer birthday- so I didn't want to send her when she really could go but didn't have to b.c. I didn't want her to be the "young-in" of her class.  If you graduated from AE you all know that you were the year olders that   took 2 year kindergarten or you were youngers a full year younger then most kids...
so..a while ago me and Mr. Talked about it and it was agreed not that we didn't think Sondra was smart enough to go to school..she clearly is a clever girl..but we wanted her to be more mature...so after a few texts from friends that Sondra's friends were going to screening at various schools..and explaining to them..Sondra was staying home another year I was feeling a bit bad for her..b.c. she wants to go to school or preschool or something and she wasn't getting too... so one friend inparticular took her kid to screening at AE and he was selected to be in a new 2 year program they just passed the Tuesday before at a school board meeting...but thank goodness She texted me and let me know or Sondra would have missed the chance...but I called the school right away and was able to take her up there that day!... so Sondra is going to school after all and after seeing the cirriculaum I think she would need a 2 year program either way...State is putting new standards on the kindergartners which by the time she is in 2nd grade I'll probably need a tutor myself to help with homework...
Everything seemed so Surreal... lol..sad right... like when Mr. Altenburger was giving a tour of the school..I just smiled lol...that's my old Bball coach... now he is a principal? ...he is so much more humorous than I remember? When did that happen?...Call me Larry~!...my reply..oh no you are not Larry to me Mr. Altenburger... lol...and I know I am not some oddity but felt so funny..I was the youngest one there that is for sure..one of the kid's parents was a teacher when I was in school...lol..made me chuckle...but Sondra was a bit nervous about this whole thing...she was excited but "scared" she said.. but thank goodness when we walked into the office we see her friend from church Jack Stark!..which they made each other real comfortalbe and they were behaving like wild children..and it was nice for me to have another Mom there to calm my nerves~!...we both agreed that it was going to be nice to have something to hang with at school functions now! :)

It just..Since that day of walking out and Sondra so nonchalantly slipping on her bright pink star shades her teacher..lol teacher gave her...my heart broke a little bit every second since.she had this smile pasted on her face and just looking at her you could tell how exited happy overjoyed she was..in the car we called Daddy and she told him all proud....what the hell??.. where has time gone..as much as I thought I was holding on to her so tightly...she seems like has pried my fingers from her and is growing up...  I know I have many more years of being her Mommy and her depending on me..but still this is the first step of being Miss Independent...

also in other heart breaking news- Stuart has moved over to a Toddler Bed... lol...now you know why I should be falling into pieces...One week Sondra is signed up for school the second week Stuart is in a big boy bed... I should be in a puddle...I really don't know how I have been functioning.. So Stuart slept in a crib for maybe a few month...but after we redid our floor in the house they took it down...I told Jake just not to even put it back up..it took up a lot of space and it was broken and after Stuart was able to climb it would just be too dangerous..so we decided to use our pack and play for a bed....I wasn't about to go spend a few hundred dollars on a new crib when we wouldn't be needing one again till we are in a new house... so the pack and play did great for him..except he was really good at climbing in and out of it..so after he climbs out of it we would scare him back into bed and he would stay there... well after buying him bedding Saturday night was the first night...great~...did awesome..Sunday night...he did great...Monday good too...Tuesday night and Last night..it is like he got a new confidence and he doesn't want to stay in bed..that turd..he stays in his room he just bothers Sondra and then Sondra eggs him on..I have heard them cackling both last 2 nights...the falling asleep thing is getting to be a problem...which..I am sure it will pass....

Today Dane (My brother Jonas's son) will be making his Debut today)....... I love more and more babies are coming in the family... Its going to be a big day for Big Brother Jude whose life is about to change drastically lol... its probably for the best for him..he is pretty attached to his Momma as she is to him...I'll post baby pictures next week on my next blog...I guess Sondra went to the Jonas & Mel's yesterday and told Melissa "You have a very BIG day tomorrow!"...lol.. so funny... also..Sondra isn't happy Dane is a boy...she doesn't want NO MORE boys..she only wants Girl cousins... so Ainsley(Jake's sister Rachel's Girl) plays heavy on our talking topics and regular checks of Rachel's Facebook to see new pictures..and so is Sydney(My Sister Jess's Diva) ..who hasn't even been born yet... but it will be a fun night tonight~..after work "The Aunts" Me, Jessy, Kayla, Brittany(Jordan's Fiance) & my kids are going to ride up to the hospital together to see Dane!... I love the term "The Aunts"... lol.

also on Saturday one of the lambs had the most little babies ever...after a few days of bottle feeding they both died! it was so sad!... Sondra took it very well... she told me we could just go over to Andy's house and take his baby lambs lol... that is stealing Sondra!

Well I must really be going

I'll try and not skip a week- but I may do it more often when I don't feel like I don't have share worthy news for you... I sometimes feel like I may be a bit of a bore...












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