5 YearMoon

Its less than a hour and I'll be off work :). I have to pack our bag and the kid's bag too...I am excited for this long weekend.
Tomorrow is 5 years me and Jake have been married. i know it isn't long long..but it is a milestone I think :). I am really excited b.c. it will be our 1st trip in a long time where it was just us 2..and only us... seems weird...lately it seems we are always busy or really Jake is usually always busy with this Hay making stuff with my brother...its worse than wrestling season... wrestling season he came home at a half decent hour but with hay season they have to get the work done not when they can but when the weather cooperates!..and that means not getting home till past 11 for a couple weeks at a time...its a sacrifice we are taking to help us buy our next house- and I don't mean to throw a pitty party..just how it has been lately..

5 years... hmm... seems odd...I feel like I have always been with Jake... like I don't remember him not being in my life... when you first get together... its all about attraction.. at least it was for me...but... now when I look at him yes I am attracted to him..well when he behaves like a gentleman:)...but I don't look at his looks..I look at him like this is my partner- the father of my children..who I am going to spend the rest of my life with... and there is a lot of comfort in that..

I'll See you guys next week! Have a great week